Butchness and My Nonhumanity

This ramble is just . Extremely messy but it's important to me to get it off my chest.

I am a butch aroace queer lesbian. I am a coyote shifter therian/holothere/etc. As of recently, I believe my butch identity and my coyote identity are one with another, meaning I cannot physically separate my coyoteself from my butch expression and identity and I cannot separate my butchness from my coyote identity.

I'm going to be completely honest, I'm not entirely sure how this works or why or how it happened, but it did and I'm perfectly comfortable and okay with it.

When I imagine myself as a werecoyote, I imagine a butch woman. I imagine a coyote who is a woman as he is a butch. When I imagine myself as an anthro coyote, I imagine myself today, but as a coyote who is butch. He is butch I am butch. When I imagine myself as just a coyotetaur, a draconic coyote, a coyote all together, it's somehow always butch.

My coyote identity and my queer identity have always mixed, I collect various coyote genders because how much they mix of not are already their own one thing. I realized this goes for my butchness too. I am butch lesbian, I am butchgender, I am transitioning to be butch. I am also coyotegender, so they mix as butch coyotegender, or just me.

I am also holothere, shaped as a humanoid coyote shifter, I am butch and it's involved with my everyday look, identity, and relationships being butch4butch,,, additionally now also being butch4all.

I think queerness and therianthropy for me has always mixed in some way or another. It's my identity and my identity always overlaps. So, I believe at this point, my butchness cannot be separated from my coyoteself.

Note: At the time of writing this little ramble orginally, it was on 4/23/24, on lesbian visibilty week. Now, at the time of posting this to my site here, it's 8/18/24, on butch appreciation day. Love to be lesbian and love to be butch :)